It’s almost my birthday and I want a simple yet big celebration at the same time, I decided to not go with the house party or the blow out at some club at the fort because I’m already done with my “YOLO cuz I’m a depressed fucker” stage

All I want is a dinner with my family and boyfriend and then chill drink with my brothers and my boyfriend at some chillax bar

And I wish I could repair the bridges I’ve burnt down.

I sort of miss the people I’ve cut off from my life.

I’m a bad friend, bad ex-lover and a bad…..well whatever

On my 20th birthday, I just want to be happy and be not troubled with sad memories brought by the people I have bad terms with anymore.